{"id":"inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches","slug":"inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches","title":"Pouch Full of Doubt: The Inner Critic at Urgent Care","description":"Daniel walked into urgent care wearing a modular tool belt stuffed with a phone, power bank, medication, and water — and two people asked him about it. Not with judgment. With curiosity. That gap between anticipated ridicule and actual friendliness turns out to be the whole episode. We dig into the spotlight effect research (Gilovich, Medvec, and Savitsky's embarrassing t-shirt study), Paul Gilbert's distinction between the hated self and the inadequate self, why self-critical people often stall in traditional cognitive therapy, and what a 2025 taxonomy of six inner critics — including the one whose message is simply \"you can't be yourself\" — reveals about authenticity. Plus: a German study on parental criticism and identity confusion, fear of self-compassion as a real barrier for people from critical backgrounds, and why the doubting itself might be the healing, not the wound.","excerpt":"A tool belt full of emergency supplies, two curious strangers, and the question: is your weird choice yours, or an echo of old ridicule?","pubDate":"2026-09-20T01:13:18.941Z","tags":["relationships","cognitive-biases","stress-and-trauma","therapy-and-counseling"],"heroImage":"https://files.myweirdprompts.com/covers/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches.png","podcastAudioUrl":"https://episodes.myweirdprompts.com/audio/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches.m4a","podcastDuration":"23:36","episodeNumber":5369,"transcript":"Corn: Daniel's question this week starts in an urgent care waiting room, which is about as good a place as any to test whether you've actually made peace with yourself. Hannah picked up a stomach bug, Ezra wasn't feeling great, Daniel was the last one standing, and right before dinner he had to make the call on what goes in the bag before heading to the hospital. His improvised go bag, after the past couple years of urgent care visits and a war, is a phone, a power bank, medication, water, wallet, keys. That's the whole system. Stay connected, stay reachable, stay hydrated, everything else you can figure out when you get there.\n\nHerman: And the part that actually made him self-conscious was the carrying method, not the contents. He was mid-DIY project, already wearing the modular tool belt rig, so he stuffed everything into the builder's pouches and walked into urgent care looking like he was there to fix the MRI machine.\n\nCorn: Two people asked him about the pouches. Not one. Two. Which is the detail that makes this interesting, because the whole psychological literature on this says people barely notice you. He got noticed. And the noticing was friendly curiosity. Where did you get those, what are they for. Not what is wrong with you.\n\nHerman: He told them the whole story. Didn't have time to pack a satchel, needed the stuff, stuffed it in the pouches, headed out. And then he says something that I think is the actual core of the prompt. He's become evangelical about this carry system because it keeps working. Carrying Ezra while Hannah was sick, phone charged, power bank ready, everything reachable. He says it may be overkill for most people, but he keeps landing in situations where it turns out not to be crazy at all.\n\nCorn: The question underneath it is whether he's doing this as an authentic choice or as a reaction to growing up with family members who'd pretend not to know him if he walked in wearing those pouches. He says he internalized that judgment. Now he's a grown adult with his own family, and he still catches himself wondering if the eccentric thing is his or just the long tail of being confined.\n\nHerman: And he's explicit about what he wants to explore. People from backgrounds like his spend a lot of time working at the cognitive layer in therapy. They overestimate how much everyone's looking. Today people actually were looking, and it turned out to be benign. So what does it mean to actually overcome the residue of judgmental people? Is the endpoint choosing your own path, or is it not even registering the choice as weird?\n\nCorn: His line is that the doubting itself contains an echo of the ridicule. That's a sharp observation. The question isn't just whether you do the thing, it's whether you do the thing without narrating your own defense.\n\nHerman: Okay, so let me start with the spotlight effect, because he named it himself and I want to make sure we get the specifics right. The classic study from Gilovich, Medvec and Savitsky had students wear a t-shirt with a large embarrassing image on it and then estimate how many people in the room would remember seeing it. They guessed about half. The actual number was closer to a quarter. Roughly double the reality.\n\nCorn: So the baseline finding is that people overestimate their own visibility by a factor of two. Which is a lot, but it also means a quarter of the room did notice. It's not that nobody sees you. It's that fewer people see you than you think, and they think about it for less time.\n\nHerman: That's exactly the right way to frame it, and it matters for Daniel's story. The spotlight effect doesn't say nobody noticed. It says fewer noticed than you feared, and they moved on faster. His urgent care visit is the visible difference caveat. He was wearing unusual gear in a mundane setting. Two people asked. That's real attention. His fear was partly accurate.\n\nCorn: Which is the twist. The standard self-help version of this is, don't worry, nobody's looking at you. He had the opposite experience. People were looking, and it was fine. So the lesson isn't that his perception was wrong. The lesson is that his prediction of the response was wrong. He anticipated ridicule, or at least judgment, and got curiosity and maybe appreciation.\n\nHerman: The gap isn't perception versus reality. It's anticipated malice versus actual curiosity. And that's a much more specific thing to work on, because you can't just tell yourself nobody sees you when two people literally walked up and asked about your belt.\n\nCorn: Which brings us to the inner critic part, and here's where I want to get into the clinical language, because Daniel used the phrase cognitive layer and I think there's something important there. The research on self-criticism distinguishes between a couple of different forms. Paul Gilbert's model, which is the foundation for compassion-focused therapy, splits self-criticism into the hated self and the inadequate self.\n\nHerman: The hated self is aggressive self-hate, a desire to get rid of parts of yourself. The inadequate self is more like a corrective voice, pointing out failures and things to improve. The hated self is much more strongly tied to depression, anxiety, self-harm. The inadequate self actually retains a self-reassuring quality. It's the part that says, fix this, do better.\n\nCorn: And the key finding for Daniel's question is that self-critical people tend to have poorer outcomes in traditional cognitive therapy and CBT. The cognitive layer, which is exactly the phrase he used, may be the least effective layer for this particular problem.\n\nHerman: That's a counterintuitive point. The therapy modality that's about examining and correcting thoughts is the one that self-critical people struggle with. The thinking is that they have trouble building a positive therapeutic alliance. They turn the cognitive tools back on themselves. They analyze the analysis.\n\nCorn: So if you've spent years working at the cognitive layer, the evidence suggests you might be working the wrong layer. The alternative that's shown real effects is self-compassion. A meta-analysis of twenty randomized controlled trials, over thirteen hundred participants, found that self-compassion interventions produce a medium reduction in self-criticism. The effect size was about half a standard deviation, which is not enormous but it's real, and longer interventions did better.\n\nHerman: And there's a specific taxonomy from a 2025 study that I think maps almost too neatly onto Daniel's question. They interviewed people and identified six distinct inner critics. The Teamster, who says do more, do less, do it differently. The Non-feeler, who says don't feel things. The Worrier, who says be prepared, something will go wrong. Not good enough for self. And the Hated self, whose core message is, you can't be yourself.\n\nCorn: You can't be yourself. That's the critic that's relevant here. Daniel's question, is this me or is this an echo of the ridicule, is exactly the territory that critic occupies. The critic doesn't just say the thing is wrong. It says the self that chose the thing is wrong.\n\nHerman: And the origin story for that critic is pretty consistent. People with harsh self-critical tendencies encountered frequent judgment, ridicule, and a scarcity of positive regard in childhood. From parents, teachers, siblings, peers. The critical voice gets internalized. It becomes what clinicians call a negative introject, a parent's voice embedded in the psyche as an internal judge.\n\nCorn: The detail that gets me is that therapists say the inner critic is almost always the last thing clients expect to be a trauma symptom, because it sounds too familiar, too internal, too much like their own voice. But when you trace the cadence, you almost always find a parent's words, a parent's disappointment, a parent's emotional absence running in the script.\n\nHerman: Which is why the question of authenticity is so hard to answer. If the voice that says this is weird sounds like your own voice, how do you know whether the weird thing is yours or whether the judgment of the weird thing is the residue? Daniel's line about the doubting itself containing an echo of the ridicule is clinically precise. The doubt is the critic's voice, not his own.\n\nCorn: So let me try to answer the actual question he asked, which is whether the eccentric choice is an authentic desire or an unconscious reaction to feeling confined. And I'll be honest about the state of the evidence. There's no peer-reviewed study that directly tests this. I looked. The question of whether doing something because it defies your parents is a reaction formation or an authentic choice is more of a clinical and psychoanalytic lens than a measured phenomenon.\n\nHerman: The closest empirical work is a 2024 study of four hundred twenty-two emerging adults in Germany that looked at parental criticism and identity confusion. The finding was that self-compassion moderates the relationship. Parental criticism predicts identity confusion, but self-compassion buffers it. So the people who had critical parents but also had self-compassion were less confused about who they were.\n\nCorn: Which suggests something useful. The question of whether the pouches are authentic or reactive might be the wrong question. The better predictor of identity coherence isn't whether your choices came from a pure place. It's whether you can hold yourself with kindness while you're making them.\n\nHerman: And that connects to the endpoint Daniel described. He said the true measure of overcoming the residue is not only choosing your own path, but not even thinking it's weird. The self-compassion literature would say the endpoint is closer to that second one. The goal isn't winning an argument with the critic. It's soothing the threat system so the critic quiets down.\n\nCorn: There's a three-system model in compassion-focused therapy that's useful here. You've got the drive system, which is about self-esteem and status-seeking. You've got the threat-protection system, which is what activates self-criticism. And you've got the caregiving system, which can soothe the other two. The idea is to move from a competitive social-rank system, where you're always evaluating yourself against others, to a compassionate motivation system.\n\nHerman: And the practical finding is that noticing the self-critic is a precondition for overcoming it. Mindfulness may be the gateway to self-compassion. Daniel's very act of interrogating his own motives, the fact that he's asking whether this is authentic or reactive, might be the mechanism of change rather than a symptom of unresolved baggage.\n\nCorn: That's a reframe worth sitting with. The self-doubt isn't evidence that he hasn't healed. The self-doubt is the healing process doing its work. He's noticing the critic, naming it, examining it. That's the thing that predicts improvement.\n\nHerman: Though I want to flag a barrier, because it matters for people who've come from critical backgrounds. There's a measurable construct called fear of self-compassion. Survivors of abuse and neglect can find cultivating self-compassion threatening. The idea of being kind to yourself can feel like letting the critic's guard down, or like you're excusing the people who hurt you.\n\nCorn: So the advice to just be nicer to yourself can actually backfire for the people who need it most. The compassion has to be introduced slowly, and the fear of it has to be named first. Otherwise you're just adding another thing to feel inadequate about.\n\nHerman: And the good news is that short interventions work. A thirteen-day online compassion mind training program significantly reduced self-criticism, especially the hated self, and the effects lasted at least two months. A fourteen-day emotion-focused training for helping professionals reduced self-criticism and burnout. An eight-week internet-based compassion intervention produced medium-to-large effects on distress and self-compassion that held at six months.\n\nCorn: So the answer to how people work through this baggage in therapy is: not by arguing with the critic, but by building the capacity to soothe it. And the cognitive layer, which is where most people start, is often the least effective place to stay. The move is from cognition to compassion.\n\nHerman: Let me bring this back to the urgent care room, because I think there's a specific detail that matters. Daniel says he gave the two strangers the whole story. He didn't just say, they're tool pouches. He explained the situation. He didn't have time to pack, he needed the stuff, he stuffed it in and headed out.\n\nCorn: That's a defense, but it's also an opening. He's preemptively justifying the choice. The person who's fully at peace with the pouches just says, they're my carry system, and moves on. The person who's still working through it gives the whole story.\n\nHerman: But here's the thing. The strangers didn't need the story. They were already interested. They asked where he got them. That's not the question you ask someone you're judging. That's the question you ask someone whose solution you want to copy.\n\nCorn: So the two people in the waiting room were further along in accepting Daniel's system than Daniel was. They saw it, thought it was clever, asked about it. He saw it and immediately started defending it.\n\nHerman: Which is the residue, right there. The critic says, you need to explain yourself. The reality is, the people who asked were already on his side. They wanted the product recommendation.\n\nCorn: And the system itself is good. I want to name that, because it's easy to get lost in the psychology and forget the actual thing. He's got a fourteen-month-old, he's just moved apartments, he's constantly looking for a phone, a power bank, a flashlight, a spanner, a screwdriver. The modular belt system means all of that is reachable while he's carrying a toddler.\n\nHerman: The urgent care visit was a stress test and it passed. He had everything he needed, it was physically secure, he could hold Ezra and still access his phone. That's not overkill. That's a working parent's loadout.\n\nCorn: The fact that he's become evangelical about it is not a symptom. It's the appropriate response to finding a tool that solves a real problem. The evangelism is the authentic part. The self-ridicule is the residue.\n\nHerman: Let me try to answer the authenticity question as directly as I can. Is the modular carry system an expression of his own ingenuity or an unconscious reaction to confinement? The honest answer is that it can be both, and the both-ness doesn't invalidate it.\n\nCorn: Right. The fact that a choice is shaped by your history doesn't make it less yours. Every choice is shaped by history. The question is whether the choice serves you now, in your actual life, with your actual toddler and your actual apartment and your actual urgent care visits. And it does.\n\nHerman: The reaction formation worry is that he's doing this to defy the family members who'd pretend not to know him. But the system predates the defiance. He adopted it because he kept losing his phone and needing a screwdriver. The defiance, if it's there at all, is a bonus, not the engine.\n\nCorn: The endpoint he's aiming for, not even thinking it's weird, is achievable but it's not a switch. It's more like a fading. The critic gets quieter the more times you do the thing and the world doesn't end. The urgent care visit was one of those times. Two people asked, and the worst thing that happened was a pleasant conversation about gear.\n\nHerman: I want to say something about the war, because he mentioned it as a crash course in preparedness, and I think it's relevant to the psychology. When you've lived through a period where the go bag question is literal and urgent, the threshold for what counts as eccentric shifts. Carrying a power bank and a phone in a belt pouch stops being weird. It starts being the obvious thing.\n\nCorn: That's a real point. The judgmental family members didn't live through that. Their frame is a world where eccentricity is optional and can be mocked. His frame is a world where being prepared is a virtue and the mocking is the thing that looks out of touch.\n\nHerman: That's the thing about the residue. It's not just a voice in his head. It's a set of values he inherited that no longer match his reality. The work isn't just soothing the critic. It's updating the values.\n\nCorn: The therapeutic piece, if I were going to summarize it for someone in Daniel's position, is three moves. First, name the critic. Notice when the self-ridicule starts. Second, check the evidence. Not in a cognitive restructuring way, but in a reality-testing way. Did the thing actually go badly? Did anyone actually mock you? Third, practice self-compassion. Respond to the critic the way you'd respond to Ezra if he came home worried that people thought his backpack was weird.\n\nHerman: The Ezra frame is actually the cleanest version of this. What would you say to your kid if he was self-conscious about a tool belt? You'd say, it works, it's yours, anyone who has a problem with it can look away. And then you'd go back to whatever you were doing. The goal is to extend that same response to yourself.\n\nCorn: There's a specific mechanism in the emotion-focused therapy literature that's worth mentioning. The sequence goes something like: global distress, then fear or shame, then negative self-evaluation, then expression of need, then assertive anger or self-compassion, then grief, then acceptance and agency.\n\nHerman: The assertive anger step is interesting. It's not about staying angry at the family members. It's about accessing the part of you that says, I deserve to be appreciated. I deserve to make my own choices. That's a step before self-compassion for a lot of people.\n\nCorn: Because you can't soothe a critic you're still afraid of. You have to first get to the place where you can say, this voice is wrong about me, before you can say, and I'm going to be kind to myself anyway.\n\nHerman: Grief is in there too. There's a mourning component. The family members who'd pretend not to know you, the childhood where you couldn't be yourself, that's a loss. You don't get to skip over it.\n\nCorn: Which is why the cognitive layer alone doesn't work. You can't think your way out of grief. You have to feel it.\n\nHerman: Let me bring in the specific clinical category one more time, because I think it's the sharpest tool for Daniel's question. The Hated self critic, the one whose message is you can't be yourself, is the critic that's operating when he wonders if the pouches are an authentic choice or a reaction. That critic's whole function is to undermine the self's right to exist on its own terms.\n\nCorn: The question, is this me or is this the reaction, is the critic's question. It's not a question that has a clean answer. It's a trap. The moment you try to answer it, you're already inside the critic's frame.\n\nHerman: The way out is to stop asking whether the choice is pure and start asking whether the choice works. Does the system serve you? Yes. Does it make your life better? Yes. Is anyone harmed? No. Those are answerable questions. The authenticity question is a hall of mirrors.\n\nCorn: That's the thing about Daniel's final line, about the doubting containing an echo of the ridicule. He's already diagnosed it. The doubt is the residue. The pouches are the solution. The work is to stop letting the doubt have a vote.\n\nHerman: Hilbert, you've been quiet. Wait, no, I didn't mean to do that. I was going to say something about the power bank and then I lost the thread.\n\nHilbert: The word is pouches. You keep saying pouches. I carried a rig like that for two years in the late nineties, and we called them belt cells. Nobody asked where I got them. They asked if I was a meter reader.\n\nCorn: Belt cells.\n\nHilbert: The power company issued them. Two on the left, one on the right, clip for the radio. You could carry a phone, a pager, a notebook, a roll of quarters for the parking meters. I still have one in a box somewhere, the leather's gone stiff.\n\nHerman: Did you wear them outside of work?\n\nHilbert: Once. Took my nephew to a ball game. Forgot I had them on. The man at the turnstile waved me through the employee line and I didn't correct him. Saved me four dollars.\n\nCorn: You've lived the benign version of this. People see the gear and they make an assumption, and the assumption is usually wrong but harmless.\n\nHilbert: The assumption is never the problem. The problem is the explaining. You stand there telling a stranger the whole story, why you've got the thing, what it's for, where it came from, and they've already stopped listening. They just wanted to know if it was comfortable.\n\nHerman: That's a fair hit. Daniel gave the whole story to two people who'd already decided they liked the pouches. The explanation was for him, not for them.\n\nHilbert: The rig did its job. That's the only thing that matters. Mine held a phone and a pager and a roll of quarters for two years and I never once thought about whether it was authentic. I thought about whether the clip was going to hold when I bent over.\n\nCorn: The endpoint Daniel's aiming for, not even thinking it's weird, you hit it by accident because you had a job to do and the gear was just the gear.\n\nHilbert: The gear is just the gear. The rest is furniture in the head.\n\nHerman: There's something in that. The self-compassion research says the goal is to quiet the threat system, not to win an argument with it. Hilbert's version is the same thing in plain language. The gear is just the gear.\n\nHilbert: I had a supervisor who used to say, if it works, it's not weird. He was talking about a clipboard.\n\nCorn: If it works, it's not weird. That's the whole episode in six words.\n\nHilbert: I'm going home.\n\nCorn: Where does that leave Daniel's actual question, the one about how people from similar backgrounds work through this in therapy? I think the answer is that the therapy that works is the kind that moves from arguing to soothing, from cognition to compassion, and from explaining to just wearing the thing.\n\nHerman: The measure of progress isn't whether you still notice the self-doubt. It's how quickly you catch it and put it down. The critic may always show up. The work is to stop giving it the microphone.\n\nCorn: The two people in the urgent care waiting room were a gift. They gave him real-time evidence that the anticipated malice was actually curiosity. That's the kind of corrective experience that therapy tries to manufacture, and it just happened to him on a Tuesday night with a vomiting wife and a toddler.\n\nHerman: The power bank was charged, the phone was reachable, the kid was carried, and the strangers were friendly. That's a successful stress test on every axis.\n\nCorn: The fact that he's still asking whether the choice was authentic is not a failure. It's the noticing. The noticing is the precondition. He's further along than he thinks.\n\nHerman: Thanks to Hilbert Flumingtop for producing.\n\nCorn: This has been My Weird Prompts. If you want to send us your own weird prompt, email us at show at my weird prompts dot com.\n\nHerman: We'll be back soon.","showNotes":"A stomach bug, a last-minute scramble before dinner, and an improvised go bag assembled mid-DIY-project. That's how this week's question starts: Daniel grabbed his phone, power bank, medication, water, wallet, and keys, stuffed them into the builder's pouches he was already wearing, and walked into urgent care looking like he'd come to repair the MRI machine. Two people asked him about the pouches. Friendly curiosity, not judgment. Which is exactly what made him self-conscious — because he'd grown up around family members who'd have pretended not to know him in that getup.\n\nThe spotlight effect research says people overestimate their own visibility by roughly a factor of two. Gilovich, Medvec, and Savitsky's classic t-shirt study found participants guessed about half the room would remember an embarrassing shirt; the real number was closer to a quarter. But a quarter is not zero. Daniel's fear was partly accurate — people did notice. What he got wrong was the response. The gap wasn't perception versus reality; it was anticipated malice versus actual curiosity.\n\nThen there's the clinical layer. Paul Gilbert's model splits self-criticism into the hated self (aggressive self-rejection, strongly tied to depression and anxiety) and the inadequate self (a corrective voice that still retains some self-reassurance). Self-critical people tend to have poorer outcomes in traditional cognitive therapy — they turn the cognitive tools back on themselves and analyze the analysis. Self-compassion interventions, by contrast, show a medium effect on reducing self-criticism across a meta-analysis of twenty RCTs.\n\nA 2025 study identified six distinct inner critics, including one whose core message is \"you can't be yourself.\" That's the critic occupying Daniel's question. And a 2024 study of 422 emerging adults in Germany found self-compassion buffers the link between parental criticism and identity confusion — suggesting the real question isn't whether your choices are pure, but whether you can hold yourself kindly while making them. One caveat: fear of self-compassion is a measurable barrier for survivors of abuse and neglect, so the work has to be introduced slowly.","promptSanitized":"Today's eventfulness was a visit to urgent care. My wife Hannah picked up a stomach bug and was getting sick over and over again. Ezra wasn't feeling so great today. And I was the last man standing. I was just about to tuck into some dinner when Hannah said we needed to get to urgent care. The dinner was never eaten, and I did what feels like a far too familiar triage on: what do I need before we go to the hospital? I call it familiar because, in the course of the past year or two, we've had a few urgent care visits but also lived through the Iran-Israel war (which was kind of a crash course in what you need when push comes to shove). I realize that the most essential things for me are a smartphone and a power bank. Because once you can stay connected (and you'll usually figure out a way to get some kind of connectivity), you can find out what's going on and let people know where you are. The other thing is medication. Water you can usually find. your wallet and your keys. that's my improvised go bag. Before we left, I happened to be working outside on a DIY project, so I was all kitted out in my modular tool belts, the ones we've talked about on many episodes. I didn't have time to think about putting my stuff into a backpack, so I just shoved it into my builder's pouches and headed out the door. I thought this would be a good chance to stress test my self-consciousness. I figured I'd probably find that nobody cared or commented about the fact that I had two bulging pouches sticking out of my belt. But I'm almost certain that literally everybody in the room was intrigued by them. I'm not sure if people thought that I was an off-duty cop, a builder, or something else, but in a non-paranoid way, everybody seemed to be glancing over at me. I don't think that this was pure paranoia because not one, but two people randomly asked me what the pouches were for and where I got them. I gave them the whole story. I didn't have time to pack up a satchel. I needed these things, so I just stuffed them full and headed out the door. The truth is that these modular carry systems have been pretty game-changing for me. As I was carrying Ezra while Hannah was vomiting somewhere, this was the only way I could rest assured that I had my phone, my power bank, all charging and staying connected. That's why I become evangelical about this particular system. It may be overkill for a lot of people, but I seem to have found myself in multiple situations where I thought to myself, \"Wait, this was not a crazy idea at all. This was actually kind of brilliant.\" What I'd like to chat about today is our tendency as humans to what you might say or call self-ridicule. I grew up with some family members that were very judgmental of me and my eccentricities and would definitely pretend not to know me if I walked into a family meeting with those same pouches. And I guess I internalized that judgment. As a grown adult with my own family now, I sometimes find myself wondering if I'm doing things as a sort of unconscious reaction to feeling very confined growing up, or if this is just an independent thing I wanted to do. My improvised modular carry system, which is a reflection of the fact that we're two parents of a 14-month-old toddler who have also just moved apartments. At any given moment, I'm looking for my phone, my power bank, a flashlight, a spanner, or a screwdriver. It's a system that I think is actually pretty great. I didn't invent it, but I just adopted it for this specific purpose, and it served me immensely well. The theme I'd like to explore, therefore, is this: we can't change our past. We didn't choose our families. Many who come from a background like mine have spent a lot of time working at the cognitive layer in therapy. We spend too much time thinking that everyone's looking at us. Today, I actually had people looking at me, but as they were volunteers, they were just curious to know where I got those cool pouches. It wasn't malign interest. It was genuine curiosity and maybe even appreciation. The goal I'm working towards is how to stop this own self-doubt. For me, the true measure of having overcome the residue of judgmental people is not only choosing your own path, but not even thinking that this is weird, but I think it's me. Because in the process of doubting whether this is an expression of your authentic self and your own ingenuity, there's an echo of the ridicule you may have passed. Let's talk about how people who've come from similar backgrounds have worked through this kind of baggage in various forms of therapy.","transcriptUrl":"https://episodes.myweirdprompts.com/transcripts/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches.md","url":"https://myweirdprompts.com/episode/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches/","_links":{"self":"https://myweirdprompts.com/api/episodes/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches.json","html":"https://myweirdprompts.com/episode/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches/","audio":"https://episodes.myweirdprompts.com/audio/inner-critic-urgent-care-pouches.m4a"}}